Baby Marie

2011-06-09T22:05:00.006+08:00

it's been nearly a year since i've updated here..just feelin a little outta place...but everything is alright..

MOVE ON is a very frequent word people uses in their life but when the phase of moving on really happens, it's another matter. what does it really mean?, people move on leaving u behind is an everyday activity.who cares i mean seriously leaving one behind is sad but that's reality. no one will actually stay by your side and listen what you really want to say. it's all about letting go. everyone goes thru' this part of life, but if one really stays put and listen, it will change certain part of life.

when i speak, nobody understands. it's not like i want to be like that maybe i have some communication disorder whereby nobody understands me accept me. does it really matter. i don't think so as all has moved on without me... it's a really big joke when one really stops and think whats best for them to do. by the time it comes, it's too late. i'm not regretting my life now just that i feel i've not done enough communication. thats all. have a great life ahead peeps.

2010-07-26T01:04:00.001+08:00

Can't believe it....everything's my fault now..damn it..so not in the mood...

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2010-07-18T02:52:00.000+08:00

The individuality is one, who has his/her own way of living life, having the choice of selecting people to be friends with, making decisions upon what's right before them, taking responsibility for what will be happening in the future, and not following what others said or to be somebody's shadow.

Who can they blame for doing things the wrong way when choices were made by themselves.

People around the individual may have given advices but the individual would not take in fully as they have their own way of dealing things. As a living person breathing in this world, I would say that advices can be heeded but not fully cause we're not robot to be manipulated by others.

As much as a person can do, there will always be a limit to everything.

2010-06-23T23:34:00.005+08:00

hah. 2nd night in SAF Chalet near changi beach super nice i would say.. well it's been a long while since i was here, i was here before this place was up for renovation, and here i'm back with the place looking damn good not saying the old one wasn't good cause this is literally like hotel fully air-conditioned area wow.. obviously excluding the balcony and bbq area lol...there's a stairway to the beach area which is right below and i didnt manage to take a picture of it yet..hmmm...maybe i will tmr...hope that i can tan tmr lol..haha =D

and stop raining pleaseeee...

oh air tickets booked outta singapore. great ain't it.. waiting excitedly for the flyoff day to come.. *counting down* haha

i'm feeling all the fatty acids in me eewwww...fatness -.-

2010-05-16T13:54:00.001+08:00

Thoughts.. running thru' my head
One after another
Is this all, is it still coming..
The question that, one ask

The future is a question mark,
Always different from one's dream.
What's ahead may be vast and unsure,
What's past always seems so clear,
What have you expect from oneself.

When will the right time appear before you, the beholder
With one clear mind, with one clear goal in mind
To set things back to the original state,
The simplicity it used to be.

2010-05-08T20:18:00.002+08:00

as time passes, i feel that i'm able to see things on a clearer point of view.

sometimes feeling like a lifebuoy to some people it may seem or maybe a "sparetyre" it would be.

always ready to meet people when one says so, isn't it?? i may be a good friend/understanding person/lifebuoy/backup "extra" to anybody but does anyone care how i really feel when one says meetup or whatsoever when one is unreachable at that point of time which left me thinking whether is the meetup still on?? even if i've gotten hold of that person i dont have a firm answer whether it's still on or not which left me stranded not knowing where to go and the person is with someone else because if it's canceled or what a message doesn't kill much, when i'm so wholeheartedly readily for the meetup, being so excited all the time because i know how much i treasure friends and time spent is as precious as well due to personal obligation such as work, friends, family and others.

sometimes i always think maybe people just don't understand the nature of working environment i'm in or maybe they think i'm just exaggerating but no i'm so not exaggerating because i can feel their kind of reaction when i'm telling what kind of working environment i'm in when nobody believes. i mean seriously do i need that.

i know that i'm not that kind of a person who's good at expressing feelings and emotions and always tend to keep it within myself because i don't like the feeling of others worrying for me. i prefer to avoid if anyone's able to read what's in my mind because i'll be so emotionally tied down which i don't want that to happen.

so many things have been running thru' my mind which i cannot get over all these while, not saying now but most of the time i just feel like laughing and crying at the same time thinking maybe i'm a joker who tries so hard to juggle so many things at a time thinking so many "funny" things have happened to me be it happy, sad, misfortune and whatsoever. life is just a joke isn't it??

i really hate myself for being too nice all the time that allows people to take me for granted. a really good laugh at myself finding myself so funny to be in reality. don't you all agree with me.

always prays that nothing happens to anybody close to me if a need to happen let it happen onto me instead of them because i can't see people around me suffering or even minor injuries. i may have presented myself in a "can't be bothered attitude" but deep down i know i care too much which i myself feels so hurt, not wanting others to know what i'm really feeling. aren't i funny??

and thanks to all the people out there making me realise that i'm as good as being a lifebuoy better off than being nothing to anybody. i really appreciate it alot seriously not being sarcastic it may seem.

a really good breakdown is good sometimes..

2010-04-04T21:58:00.001+08:00

I realized that people really don't appreciate the things that I have done for them, I'm seriously tired of all these is not the childishness I need, its not the things i wanted back, just that simple respect I needed but no I'm not getting it.... I understand sometimes it may be that moment of anger or even stress but think first it doesn't need to be that extreme or harsh afterall we're still __________..... Sometimes we don't need something to happen to realize what's missing in our life..may god bless all..

Keeping it in mind.

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2010-02-19T11:15:00.001+08:00

Wahaha at my granny place now...hmm and I didn't know Chinese new year have 30 days...

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2010-01-23T18:15:00.006+08:00

Feeling bored doing the same things over and it seems like the feeling of wanting to get out of this is getting a little stronger hmmm....

I've dreamt about my grandma telling me that she's well and stuff and she told me in the dream to not worry about her...but seriously was that just a dream or the message that she wants to pass to me with no other choice but this. Well basically i dreamt of her during the 1st quarter of dec'09 which is about 1mth of her passing. As my usual stuff in church is to pray that she will no longer need to suffer and will lead a comfortable/happy life with our dearest god. Hope that all these isn't just a dream that I've dreamt.

On a lighter note, I was out with alvina on the newyeareve'09 crossover to 2010. I was exactly at the same bar for the crossover in '08 to '09 too. hahaha. That moment is just so drama which I don't think i'm gonna mention here. yea....

Hooking on to 羅志祥 new album "罗生门" which consist of photo album "80 pages of photos taken in New York" and Yoga(林宥嘉) "感官/世界" album which i think i'm gonna get the album soon and the taiwan drama 海派甜心 show casted by 羅志祥(Show Luo) and 杨丞琳(Rainie Yang) super funny and cute.

2009-12-26T01:34:00.002+08:00

alright. its been long since i updated.

work is as usual with more and more irritating stuffs around.

have been going out continuously after work to ion hah..

went to xw birthday celebrations and all others.anyway have been into this drama 珠光宝气 recently super nice... :))

2009-11-07T13:14:00.007+08:00

R.I.P GRANDMA

Passed on, on monday 021109 (All Souls Day), wake on tuesday to friday morning.

Friday morning 061109 funeral mass which includes Archbishop Nicholas Chia with 20over priest and other parishioners,there after proceed to mandai for cremation.

when i was a young girl, my ahma would regularly bring me back from kindergarten, holding on to my tiny hands securely, ensuring that i would not leave her sight. Buying me sweets, chips, biscuits, bringing me to the playground and making delicious food for me.

Being able to stay two floor down from my ahma, my daily routine after school would be going to my ahma place. When she sees me, she would always ask "marie, you eat already?" my standard answer would always be "haven't eat yet." she would then prepare food for me, i could still remember her, preparing food for me, although it might be instant noodles, but the soup base is self made, she doesn't add in those packets from the instant noodles and it's delicious. It includes healthy vegetables like carrots, mini corns lookalike and others; all these that other kids detests most but it would be my favourite.

She really takes good care of her children(my father, uncles and aunts), her grand-daughters which includes me.

She is also very helpful and caring towards neighbours, and friends when they are in need of help, always see her helping others although she is busy as she regularly bring me around with her when i was young.

AH MA, we love you.

2009-10-24T21:19:00.002+08:00

on thurs was rushing like mad and slept in mrt to meet rachx to send off our dear alvina for a few secs...lol too tired and went to eat dinner at t3, have a talk with rachx and home sweet home.. :)

lesser time spent with trios i would say...or each has their own activites... hmm...SO MUST MEETUP SOON!! its always a say no action kinda thing lol...

and decisions to make is driving me crazy as well.... :(

hope friends can really stay together in the long run ahead... :))

2009-10-18T09:17:00.002+08:00

yesterday was spent in this manner:

slept half a day

went to visit grandma late evening

went airport fetch my mum

home sweet home

was suppose to go out with alvina, but she has a family chalet with cousin's friends all...she invited me but i dont want to go cuz like extra haha...

oh happy day! it's another normal day!! :))

2009-10-17T10:41:00.004+08:00

IT'S A HAPPY DAY!

i look like shit in the photos hope alvina wont put it up on fb.. =/

and thanks for the surprise from ALVINA & AROON and to add in RACHX on the phone last night.. :)) haha

really appreciate it!!!

2009-10-10T22:54:00.002+08:00

my brain is packed with stuff and not in the right mood recently too because there's too many things happening at one time and i cant handle it..

cant work properly either cause i just felt troubled the entire day thereafter i was informed of some bad news

my brain seem to have things to worry all these while and it isn't stopping and the situation aren't really good, just hope for the positive things to happen instead of negative..

MAY GOD BLESS MY LOVED ONES!!

2009-09-28T21:36:00.002+08:00

PISSED OFF!!

just don't understand why humans can be so complicated..

when things can be simplified...

i seriously think that i should live in a simpleminded place/country, it will make my life so much easier without having to think so much..

i still believe that living in a simple society will lead to a happier person..

don't this people find it such a burden/chore to make themselves so complicated...

when actually few simple words can settle most of the problems..

GET A LIFE HUMANS!!

2009-09-27T08:41:00.005+08:00

Jiayi's 21st yesterday so went down to her hse to celebrate with hp, cheryl, xw, and pw. it was funny lar...and plus ok i drank shot raw -.- ok it's a little choking and hot aftermath but it was alright i suppose.. hahah...and her 2 little cousin are so cute hahah...

will be meeting alvina ltr..and omg monday is a new start again...hahaha =D

next up fw birthday on wed, hope i can make it if nothing goes wrong...yea..

2009-09-25T21:43:00.002+08:00

work is rather fine other than being stressed over certain things..

headache but i think i can get over it...yes i need extra positive power lol..

haven't seen alvina for the longest time too :( due to busy schedules haha..

but most probably will be meeting her on sunday :))

i want a getaway soon... :(

a short trip will be enough, just one day will do.. :)

but when will it be =/

oh yea..haven't been updating as well.

my daily routine is wakeup.work.home.sleep. BORING.

so there isn't really much to rant about..

2009-09-20T22:31:00.002+08:00

random-ness

haze is gradually coming back ain't it.

hmm..being weather not so good lately, it's driving me nuts..

results will be out this coming week i guess..

don't have nice programs to watch either..boring

plus tmr's a ph which means additional tasks needs to be done on tues...crap

HOPES FOR THE BEST IN EVERYTHING :/

2009-09-19T17:45:00.007+08:00

i'm still waiting for my results to be out. -like what the hell.

:)) started work on wednesday thanks to rachx. -hope everything's fine.

have been trying to sleep early. -body can't tune back yet due to regular late night sleeps. lol

slept the whole morning today. -good weather to sleep.

2009-09-09T21:55:00.003+08:00

alright one news to share!!

im sick again lol... -.-

this time mr flu, miss cough and toddler backpain is visiting me..

and i've eaten one packet of noodles this morning til now..great isn't it...

no appetite plus slept for half a day..

wonder when this family is leaving me..

2009-09-08T15:52:00.002+08:00

went shopping with my sis on last friday and yesterday at ION...

bought a couple of clothes from there...

i love a few shops there too... :))

just love my blog's music, so soothing =D

and after so long finally meeting rachx later ahaha..

shall see if i can get the photos from rachx asap haha.... >.<

2009-09-05T22:08:00.002+08:00

life's a different case

like it used to be

it'll forever be

2009-09-04T13:31:00.004+08:00

no matter how difficult a path can be

a person still have to go through it

no matter who are you with

you still have to deal with it alone

what's the point of having so many things in life

when one can only face themselves all night

is it real, is it fake

all things will be gone one day

a burden that you carry all day long

wanting to know what went wrong

leading to a statement that left you dumbfounded

is it over, will it be the end

is all you ask of yourself

the end of everything

may be a reality that one has to face

does everyone really want to be confronted with it

does it really matters in the end

2009-09-02T01:23:00.006+08:00

fear, a person's unwelcome guest

may appears to be a frequent visitor

which one doesn't misses

when it's long gone and over

let it go, let it be

the kind of feeling that lingers

will never dissappears

although fear is long bygone

it will be back in a blink of eye

yes indeed it is daunting me

trying so hard to be included in everything

limiting my movements

controlling my feelings

giving a halt to everything

stop it, stop it

will it stop, will it ever...

being it, a daily dosage to what we do

never able to completely remove it

trying so hard but to no avail.

life still goes on with a fear in all of us

will you ever say a person lives without fear.

for it only concern those who no longer alive.

2009-08-30T22:29:00.014+08:00

decided to just remove the tagboard

so anything msg my hp or leave me a msg on facebook will do hah!!

boring!!

anws been to the airport with my dad and sis today, not for sending people off or to fetch anyone but to walk around er and relax...haha!! since we're young this were our weekend outing-to be at the airport looking at aeroplanes and to swing around..

but before we went to the airport we went beach road for steamboat haha...thereafter went to tcc at the airport, drank coffee and ate cheesecake hah! funny to see what my dad ordered (the picture on the menu looked big) was a small little cup of coffee compared to ours..is so small like a cup of shot..yes it's that small.. -.- and after walking around..took the lift and suddenly poof the whole lift is filled with SIA stwewardess and pilot i suppose like only three of us were not one of them and yea they were going lvl 3(departure hall) while us going to lvl2(arrival hall)...im not kidding lol it's filled up as in no extra space for anybody to come in the lift until we're out..haha funny la...

stayed for 2-3hrs at the airport, before leaving went to candy empire and bought nothing, went fairprice bought nothing..okay it's not me without buying anything and leaving the place so went to cocoa trees and bought jelly beans....yay!! hah which the price came up to 6plus -.- okay...and home sweet home...

a picture of it sums it up.

-life is as moderate as it can be.

2009-08-28T13:46:00.009+08:00

OH!!

GO WATCH IT!!

X Factor by Danyl Johnson

and this audition by DANYL JOHNSON IS GOOD..

it was a performance more than an audition i would say...

and WOW, seriously his confidence and relaxed self is attracting me..hah!

and i totally can't stop repeating the video....awesome

and 2 more video to recommend, stacey and joseph

stacey's singing voice is sweet but she sounds different speaking :))

joseph's voice is good too..

X Factor by Stacey

X Factor by Joseph

click on the links above in red!!

2009-08-27T17:17:00.003+08:00

EXAMS OVER! FINALLY!!!

the results would be the nervous part when the date of receiving is nearer...

why do i cant stop being so kan chiong about everything!

damn!!

2009-08-13T17:47:00.002+08:00

- yesterday i've submitted my fit assignment, hopes to do well

- recently im hooked on to watching hk dramas

- tmr last day of lesson, followed by study wk and exams

- which means exams's in 2 weeks time

- and also im gonna graduate soon

2009-08-09T22:57:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!

hmm..stayed home the whole day watchin tv and using com....well another usual day for me nothing special...well did a little of fit questions and thats about it...have been eating alot for the past few days as well think i've grown fatter -.-

oh i like the part where the ndp program was broadcasting a little boy who said when "he grows up he wants to be the president of singapore..yes" damn cute..haha..

after watching the ndp program continued with HBO programs yea so now back to unfinished work..

yes. i know i can do it..*yawns*

hopes i have the determination i need to complete all tasks.

2009-08-05T16:12:00.008+08:00

Yesterday i had my stats test...so after taking test i left and i saw 1missed call and 2 msg..hmm it was my dad who called me so i thought "waa maybe my dad took 1/2 day then called me to ask whether i need a lift home" therefore i called back knowing my dad asked whether i ended school and needed me to help my sis carry things back home from her school as she has "many things to carry" according to my dad.. -.- my mood immediately went down upon hearing i have to do some labour work like wth kind of thing..

ok so i went to her school with miscommunication in the middle knowing nothing about anything and to only know that i had to get that thing from my sis ok wth went in to IJ sec office then 1 indian lady talked to me like i owed her sth...ok crap la...then didnt manage to get my sis even worse afterwhich i left school waited outside sch like nearly 1hr til my sis called me with a seriously bad attitude raising her voice and everything telling me she havent ate since morning and has cca later then im like i also havent eat since morning and stuff plus i slept later the day before revising thru my stats..ohman after collected the stuff i felt like crap being so nice to go to her sch help take things with a notsogood outcome where i can nicely go straight home after test.

Reached home and was sleeping peacefully til 6plus, alvin called to tell me results slip is received ok at that time im not sure of it cuz my dad was not home yet and only he has the letterbox key...next min my dad came home and told me "marieee, ur result slip is with meee!" lol i kanchiong with me being half awake took the letter and opened it...PHEW, i was relieved that i passed both modules ESPECIALLY BUSINESS LAW...alright therafter jeremy called asking about my results and blablabla...followed by a few hours later received msg from evelyn telling me she received her results already yea...

Sometimes i do think that in life being too nice everytime may not be a good thing as people may take advantage of your goodness to them, and also finding a reason or excuse for others as to why they are treating us this way may only hurt ourself more in the end, be it physically or mentally.

2009-08-01T22:42:00.003+08:00

hmmm im back! sick not fully recovered but 3/4 there already...was out on thurs with alvina, sent my phone to nokia for repair thereafter went rachx place after sooo long hah bought food there to eat too... :D lol well jp's getting bigger and there's alot of stalls lol...ok random but im fat...

2009-07-26T21:18:00.003+08:00

alright. been sick(living with a little pain) for the entire week... -.-

gum swollen+back pain like hell+constipation+painess on external skin of jaw+headache+throat contraction and diarrhoea which adds on to all these just yesterday damn la...and i've been to the doctor twice..how great..

due to swollen gum near the wisdom tooth i can't expand my mouth which means i can't open my mouth to eat properly -.- so i've been surviving on porridge and the best part it's straight swallow when reached my mouth cuz food consumed can't touch my left side of the wisdom tooth as it's pain.. -.- hmmm just received my fit asignment and i've not started anything on it..and stats is giving my extra headache oh goodness...

2009-07-03T22:14:00.002+08:00

yayness! exam's over yesterday hah! 1 week of holi is great for me as i can get enough rest before term starts... woohoo!!...i will be going my granny place for a few days hah..hmm...im still a veg..lol...okays so anything regarding my exams-do not ask me.. :)

been to SNEC today for follow-up as it was supposed to be scheduled last mth but due to H1N1 it was postponed to yesterday and i called them up to postpone it to today as i have exams yesterday so cant make it for the appointment..yeap...and they made me wear that mask which i hate it cuz there's no fresh air for me to breathe -.- and the place was so quiet altho there's many people which made me feel like sleeping...

oh btw Mj's kids are so cute....this is so random but since i just thought of it so why not just write it in right...haha.. :))

cousin's wedding tmr..hmmm...her wed dinner would be at Orchard Park Hotel..and is on a sat so i assume there will be traffic jam right...crap i seriously hate traffic jam, not only that but carpark jam too...lol...and and and there's this channel called KBS World on the SCV which is showing "Hello, God" a drama which i think is nice...i dont usually get interested in watching korean dramas but i think that this is a good one..

ohhh!! just remembered on tuesday after my 1st paper which ends at 6.45 i rushed home, put my bag down and left for church as my uncle is receiving his silver jubilee from archbishop and the whole sim family was there but i didnt manage to get in as the mass was ending soon plus they were all sitting the 1st few rows yea...so join them for dinner at the restaurant near toa payoh library, it was so packed as there were many priests invited from overseas as well as singapore(btw they were in the mass too) plus the people who went for mass also came for the dinner so it's like one whole crowd walking to the same place...yea....and the sim family is in the book of father john woohooo!! saw myself in the cousins picture but like funny haha...luckily i was more to the inside of the booklet..yea so alright...

CRAP! my eyebag is deeper. :((

2009-06-22T19:54:00.006+08:00

updates!.. :))

previously on 30may i went back to kc for family day, met alot of our former teachers there haha and also familiar faces.. after that went to ps to watch terminator with hp and cheryl, played arcade and went home.

not long went to watch drag me to hell with hp and cheryl at ps on sunday the 14 of this month..lol the show was rather more shocking then scary.(as it gives more of a shock every scene or so) btw it was also funny in some parts..haha and having spent my nights for a few weeks watching hongkong ghost talk show.

it was rather interesting as you get to understand how other religion handles stuffs like that. yea. to me, it was more of interesting then scary..

on thursday, went with my family to parkway to repair noel's phone then ate dinner there but i didnt eat as there's no veg stall lol..then went giant to buy potatoes and noodles since we're there...ahhhh....yumyum..lol

on the following day, i met up with alvina and rachel with bryn at town lol...we went pastamania to eat as they're being nice to think about me being veg..lol...and we went mac to relax and how nice..we ended up playing itouch games...haha interesting.. =D

yesterday, i wanted to tag along with my parents since they were going to granny hse(mum's side) but i have to go for mass at 11.30am so missed it, instead after mass i went over with noel to granny hse(dad's side) to see her, stayed till 5plus 6 then went home..mum cooked food so i ended up eating alot.. lol and recently i was so hooked on to fb games.. -.- and quizzes lol

hmm, im like having my study week now and exams are like next week, i hope i can do well for my exams..stressed la... crap man haha...

2009-05-24T01:26:00.003+08:00

hah. i'm like having my second last term in school now..want to know wat school i'm studying ask me lol...

studying time really passes fast..there's like projects and assignments to do and currently i'm like having my business law and marketing and production mod..which i think i'm so gonna die cuz in the bl mod i have to write on cases and both of this mods are super theory..the past mods i took was economics, business management 2, organizational behaviour and accounting and im like waiting for my econs and bm2 results which i hope it will turn out well =/ while studying for the current mods at the same time..

met up with rachx and alvina at the start of this month as everyone is busy with their stuff and mine too..lol...and there's so many things coming up like 30may kc family day which i just remembered -.- assignments and stuff..my uncle's ordination and my dad's birthday clashes with both of my exams damn..

so many things is happening around the world...the weather isn't that good like the past few months plus its also global warming..i'm like perspiring even though i just came out from a bath..like wat the heck you bathe to keep yourself fresh but its like no difference from before..and there's like the H1N1 virus spreading around causes death among people and animals..and the economy is in a u shape which it will take quite some time to recover...hope that all this will be on the good side soon...plus the weather too cuz it's killing me slowly as i can't tolerate hot weather...

hope that everything goes well!

2009-05-01T22:37:00.003+08:00

hah. great just created new template.. :)) exams are like real soon in a week time...hope i can do well for my current modules =/ yea..wish me luck lol...oh yes.i've just gotten myself a new phone =D happy on me.. haha..and its been long since the threesome met up so i hope the plan goes well =/ lol and and and the swine flu..oh crap. i hope they will find a cure for this virus like soon which i know it cant be realized fast as its difficult to find a cure at the moment yea..well i just hope for the best that this virus wont kill so many people..

2009-02-25T22:08:00.002+08:00

im stressed out lar..it could be small fry to you but big fry to me...shit damnit asshole...
crazyyyyyyyy man...looking up the sky hoping there's some kind hearted people up there to send me some good brain cells, those that are in working condition and not some koyak ones... -.- how i wish 100% of my brain cells are working..yea how i wish.. damn me...

2009-01-15T14:17:00.002+08:00

oh my after so long then update haha...
and i just realised mdis is a very chinese school.. -.-
the gate is higher than my knee making my harder to cross over..argh...damn i need to grow taller la..crap and is on the wulu side of singapore hahah...no la..more to the estate kind...after seeing majority of the students chinese making me feel weird but ok la..anyway im still chinese -.- lol
okays weina is back in town today..woohoo!..lol...

2009-01-02T00:20:00.002+08:00

whats happening?

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud

[Chorus:]
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks

[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out
Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive

[Chorus:]
It's my life
And it's now or never
'Cause I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just want to live while I'm alive
'Cause it's my life!

[Argh! my brain isnt working, no more!]

2008-10-30T11:25:00.008+08:00

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs; replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 4 people to do this quiz; those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by; cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged By: Cheryl & Rachx .T

List: Anyone who wants to do this quiz.. :)

1. What are your nicks?
well my name is short enough for people to give any kind of pronounciation.. lol

2. What do you do before bedtime?
wash up.

3. How good is your sense of direction?
normal.

4. What is your favorite snack?
potato chips actually everything thats made out of potato.

5. What video/ arcade/ computer games do you feel like playing at the moment?
nothing.

6. What do you eat the most?
rice, potato, sweets erm all the fattening food to be exact lol.

7. What you doing now?
using my sis laptop.

8. What’s the oldest piece of clothing in your wardrobe?
sec 2 class shirt.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
erm forgotten.

10. Do you have a good body image?
no.i dont think so.

11. What websites do you visit daily often?
blog, friendster.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family and friends.

13. What kind of person do you wanna be?
a person with great knowledge who speaks like a professional that gives a wow to all.

14. What's the last song that got stuck inside your head?
whenever, wherever -.-

15. What’s your favorite item of clothing?
t-shirts

16. What’s your all time favourite thing you know you shouldn't be doing?
eating continously when i'm already full..i cant help it cuz home food is the best. -.-

17. If you had $1,000,000,000,000 in cash, what would you do with it?
bank it save it open a small clothing shop give some amt to my 2 granny, parents and do charity if i still have money left lol..

18. What items could you not go without during the day?
wallet and hp

19. Whose the person you last thought of?
rachel. t

20. What do you want to buy right now?
lappy cuz my current lappy motherboard spoilt :(

21. What personality trait do you wish to possess?
lots of confident and the guts to do the things i wanna do.

22. Did you notice that there are two twenty ones??
i rearrange the whole thing with the same question cuz combine 2 quiz together so there's no two 21's.

23. What is one thing you will want to do if you can only live till today?
eat lots of food, take a photo with family and friends.

24. What was the first thing you did this morning?
wash up

25. What do you plan to do after this?
eat brunch.. :)

26. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
i dont think so.

27. Do you enjoy going to school?
yea because of the people thats in school lol.

28. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
no practically i have limited guyfriends -.- lol

29. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
i never been in this kind of situation so i wouldnt know which is more blessed. :)

30. List five favorite movies.
music and lyrics, any movie that have dance in it, madagascar, horton, hp

31. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
erm wish them happiness i guess what else can u still do right.. :)

32. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
currently nope.

33. Do you have any regrets?
i have many regrets in my 20 years of life but one has to still carry on even thou we have regrets.. :(

34. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
i cant foresee or plan anything thats so far and misty in sight..well u wont even know u will be gone by tomorrow so yea..

35. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?
both friendly, outgoing, fun-loving, hardworking, great people to have as friends

36. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
ha. obviously single and rich :)

37. What is your favourite colour?
black, white, bright and flourescent colours..

38. Would you give all in a relationship?
erm i'm not in it so i dont know..

39. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
erm as i said above i'm not in this kind of relation so i wouldnt know right haha =D

40. What are the top five countries on your 'to-go' list?
hong kong, england, taiwan, korea, europe

41. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
single.

42. Do you have secrets?
secrets! erm i think i have. =\

2008-09-21T22:09:00.003+08:00

created this colourful outline of heart by Hershey's kisses chocolate and yea edited using photoshop...haha...hmm saw the video of just stand up by various singer in the U.S to raise funds for cancer...its rather nice cuz most of the singer have powerful vocal which is great but Miley Cyrus voice spoils it and i seriously think that her vocal is not there yet so sorry but yea...but overall the song is still nice....oh so listen to the blog song cuz just changed it to Just Stand Up..yea..look up the video on youtube too..yea.. :)

2008-09-07T21:34:00.003+08:00

i just got back from our Lady's Procession at Novena Church..it's my 2nd time there after so long...i think the 1st time i went there was primary school with my uncle and aunt lol..well left house at 4+ reach there quite fast and my parents and me manage to stand right infront of the altar table cuz usually everytime or rather every year of this day/event, novena church will be packed with human so it's quite lucky to be standing really front..yea..as the time goes by more people come squeezing their way in...lol..oh and when singing praise & worship for 30mins before they start the whole procession, there were cameras around so i was thinking if i can spot myself on the big screen and not long i saw my dad on the screen and the camerman zoom in making my dad face larger lol.it's like 1/4 of the big screen is my dad face but in the middle.. -.- i was laughing silently cuz my dad facial expression damn funny and the best thing my dad saw himself on the screen too..lol..stand at the same spot for around 4hr or so not moving as in no big movements can be made so u can imagine how packed it was and my leg is still aching man...lol...

2008-09-07T02:44:00.010+08:00

i was watching music videos on youtube just now and randomly found out about WAYNE WONDER, he has great vocal or rather his songs are super nice..
talking about great vocals JASON MRAZ has that thing in him too...
and there is this song from da'ville ft. sean paul-always on my mind, heartbreaker by Brick & Lace..cool songs
oh and about brick & lace they have a few songs which are worth the hear..well there's others too but this are the few that really caught my attention into hearing them sing and sorry to say that i cant recall any of the others now..haha..oh i changed blog song by wayne titled again..it's a great song.. :)

ohmannn! super love my blog and friendster song
argh crazyness!
lovelovelove =D

strongly recommend wayne wonder...so go and listen to his songs :)

2008-09-06T17:41:00.005+08:00

hmm..maintaining certain things will be difficult and changing certain things is as hard but im trying..

a locked up box is wat i am.
a quiet person is wat you see.
personality quiz is not for me.
wat else can you find in a person like me.
good or bad, make a choice.
it's your mind, that decides.
wat's the end to all this.
who would still be wat they used to be.

author~ marie francesca

2008-09-05T23:55:00.004+08:00

latest edition made by me:marie francesca
copyright thou..it has my label
haha...have a good look!

the one below is titled: living waters
just a little artwork of mine. :)

haha! i prefer the 1st one thou..

2008-09-02T00:11:00.006+08:00

hah! new new graphics..hot from the oven.. o.0 ..LOL its just the same face with wig on..well i prefer both artpiece lol it looks alright and yes i've deleted the ugly one..lol i'll re-edit when i have the time for the one i've deleted..so hang on with these 2 graphics first alright.. oh and im not a full-time artist so pardon my *drawings/editings*.. =D

2008-09-01T22:07:00.005+08:00

created this graphics using photoshop.. so far there's this few only..will update more if others are done... some corrections need to be made *created by marie francesca* instead of *creations* :))

2008-08-16T00:34:00.004+08:00

life is such that everything will seem different from what it used to be sooner or later.or am i thinking too much.loll.life is too boring.i wanna buy a land to farm animals with a super carefree life not knowing when and where could it be and how life changes when this happens.me not being too fantasy about it just creating an image of what i would like to be/have.you could just do the same since this won't really happen in singapore but our minds have more than enough space for us to create images/illusion.

happy.not happy.
only you will know if you intend to keep this to yourself.
crazy.boring.
thats what others sees you as unless you state it otherwise.

2008-07-22T22:35:00.003+08:00

wats up! lol..omg okays..went out with cheryl to town walked around shopped for shoes after that went wisma relax lol..yea so bought 1 on that day and next outing was with alvina, rachx and rachx bf-bryn...lol...well actually rachx booked the damn place but something happened there so went other place lol secret secret place...haha...anyway yea then on sat 19/7 went to bugis to see _ _ _ _ _ _... hahaha its for me and those close friends of mine to know only...hahah wat the heck man...had a fun and cool day too... :) have been sick recently too...went to doc and the doc pop a stupid question to me and obviously my ans was a definite NO...lolll...whoever who knows shutup lol its a rather stupid question to me thou but not for the doc...lol..

2008-05-25T16:57:00.000+08:00

edited** :)

2008-04-26T23:18:00.002+08:00

well seriously i think my past enemy would be miss sensitive... -.-
like wat the hell..my eyes is slightly recovering from (miss sensitive) visit and (miss sensitive) is visiting my skin.... so i went to polyclinic to see the doc and she gave me some cream to apply and some medicine to take... -.-
oh man this is super irritating la..i hope miss sensitive will GET OUT OF MY LIFE AND DONT COME BACK...and and and my computer is downso currently using my sis com...yea my com is in the operation theatre...lol..hope i can get my com back healthily...

2008-03-26T22:31:00.007+08:00

On Monday, i called SNEC to change my appointment to today as my eyes are getting worse each day and it has last for nearly 3weeks? so i went to the doctor today. The doctor was in a good mood i guess cuz he was joking around. Well i told him about my eye getting worse and all he was like "ya,its obvious cuz its pinkish red and watever" next he asked me to avoid DUST as usual whenever i go for my appointment..so i just replied back in a nice way "how to? Its so difficult to avoid dust." i mean dont you all agree that there's no way to avoid dust getting into your eyes. i mean everywhere is dust and i know some will ask me to wear goggles and all...lol please man i will look like a fool if i ever wear that out...okay so lets continue..hah! he just looked at me and say "try to stay at home and dont go out." and he was like "whenever you go out, your eyes very itchy and you will start rubbing it right?" LOL i just gave him that soft "haha" sound not a fake laughter thou and its true whenever i go out my eyes will somehow be red and itchy...and its normal for us human to rub the eyes especially me cuz i cant take that itch..well and it goes on...he gave me the strong eyedrop for my sensitive eyes which is EXPENSIVE..lol not as if thou others are not...but this is slightly more expensive for a small bottle of eyedrop that i have to use it for ONLY 8DAYS...since the 1st appointment with the doctor he already said that my eyes will only recover in a year time...well what more can i say..my eyes are uber irritating?...and my next appointment will be on the 3rd april cuz the doctor told me that he will not be on duty the next day..lastly i would post a photo of my eyes. LOL and its not RED EYES, there's a difference between red eyes and sensitive eyes although it does look the same"red" but it has different symptom by the way..people always mistake both of this which makes me rather irritated cuz they will be like "omg red eyes again then will avoid making eye contact in front of me." i would like to say that sensitive eyes cant be passed on to people by just looking at them to the eyes...

yea! so the conclusion would be "please take care of your precious eyes if you dont want to spend money like water for the medicine and the consultation fees, its rather costly." Every trip down to SNEC 100 over dollars would be gone. so you get the point, save your money. LOL

CAN YOU SEE THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HEALTHY AND UNHEALTHY EYES? and the colour you see in my eyes is only the beginning, it can turn totally transparent red meaning all veins in the eyes can be seen in red and the white part will be slightly lighter red then the veins..poor me... i hope i wont be blind...lol

2008-03-17T17:16:00.004+08:00

its been a long time since i've blogged..

and oh yes!

school's over

exams over

grad night's over

everything's over... lol

i'll miss the people thou...the crazy times with crazy people at crazy places.. lol

ok watever...hah! as usual, my eyes are still giving me problems...oh god please help me... i just wished if the medical field will be advanced as to be able to take out a person's eyeball and washed it thoroughly and put it back without feeling a tinge of pain... lol

The collage of crazy gang! :)

2007-12-06T17:09:00.000+08:00

life is so much better for me i suppose but..whatever it is if there is anything about me u wanna say please do so in front of me, i'll be most grateful...hah...watever...omg ok im bored..hah... :) here's some pictures then.

with the crazy bunch. hah!

at miss tee's wedd

she's my fav. teacher and the nicest.

project's comm.

can you believe i did the sushi..i really did this! TRUST ME MAN.

with MIC STUDIO at simei

steamed us!

thanks rachx for the cake.

crazyness.

madnessx2

there are quite a few pics but not on hand.

2007-09-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

had been practising costing for like 1 day before the paper which is today at 3 haha....havent touch on tourism and accs yet..damn la.... -.- bored la....will update more when i'm free hahaha......went for eco camp...it was fun fun fun...full of crazyness....ahhhhh....kinda miss it....especially sleepover...hahaha the fishes are so cute....i dont mind sleeping there for like forever....hahaha...and i have this weird dream yesterday and is damn funny...seriously hahaha....with alvina in it...hahaha....the weird thing is i kind of remember what happen and what i said in the dream...(the part which were funny to me) hahah....crap la....suddenly feel like eating steamboat haha...

2007-08-04T18:50:00.000+08:00

i've not been updating for 2 months. well it seems like i've slacken in my studies and i dont understand a single shit for accounts on the current topic..

well have been out for some occasions during the 2 months of leave from blogging and some other days as well..haha

CA's over for costing and accounting and now its left with tourism project..i hope everything will be great..

here's some pictures + some pictures on NDP 07 this year

after ndp on 1 of the sat met up with rachx(performing) and huixian

at Toy'R'Us :)

i like the lightings! taken with huixian. =D

ndp with alvina.thanks rachx :)

isnt the lightings beautiful?

steamboat with alvina.taken quite long ago.it wasnt me who tried this..ITS ALVINA. its splattering when its on the cooking thing.

sick i tell you.

went to simei to watch some performance.

steamboat!

rachx n me! :)

thats all for today.. :)

*stay happy all my friends!

2007-05-05T07:53:00.000+08:00

school has been alright for me...something funny happened during class yesterday but a little shocking too..haha..CA's coming in 2-3 weeks time i suppose...must buck up in my module..yup..other than school work..i have been spending lots of money..hahaha...so must start to save or else i will be bankrupt haha... :)

waiting for the next holidays :)

2007-03-17T15:41:00.000+08:00

FINALLY..
the exams r over...thou i know i cannot make it already but who cares for now cuz
ITS HOLIDAY...when the results comes then say....
hahaha...abit lame thou..
watever la..anyway getting bored here....
and it seems like every once a month then i update my blog..
hahaha....full of rubbish.... :)
off i go byee everyone and have a good holiday :)

2007-02-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

*edited.
i changed a new skin and song..hahaha :)
let me fan the dust away in this blog..
hmm... happy lunar new year everyone...
i'm not late with the wishing....there's 15 days to go haha... :)
been quite lazy the past few weeks to update..
so here i go...life in school is pretty like daily routine but there is difference thou as there are friends who will make your days happy and happier..haha =D
hmm what i've been doing recently...i went visiting basically on the public hols that we have which starts on 18/2 - 20/2. Tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow...we have to return to our daily routine again...accounts accounts accounts = driving me crazy...
well exams is also around the corner as its in the month of march..middle of march i suppose..
and and i still have jap role play thing which need to speak in jap...what a big headache..haha but luckily not graded or i will speak in some foreign language that nobody understands except aliens or maybe aliens also dun understand me...hahaha -.-
well ending off here then... :)

so have u counted how much u collected for lunar new year? :)

2007-01-14T20:50:00.000+08:00

I DID THE WEBSKIN MYSELF..
hahaha...*clap clap*
-.- haha
well i'm quite happy with the skin although it's simple but i likeeee...
hahaha :)

is this counted as updated?
hahaha
anyway i've updated! so have fun looking around :D

2006-12-26T15:38:00.000+08:00

fun fun fun on christmas day.. :)

2006-12-16T00:15:00.000+08:00

lazy to blog or can say no time to use com for the past weeks..haha..
3 weeks of holidays started as of today...actually looking forward to it but i dont seem looking forward to it at the other hand...cuz have to rush for projectsss...and when school term starts..BINGO...there comes the presentationsss...and and and IF i have time obviously i want to brush up on my accounts..but do u all think there is enough time...there is christmas coming up...and 3 weeks of holidays only means there is roughly around 2 weeks for me to rush for my projectsss and holiday work...ahhhh...this is crazy enough to make a person go siao...really...
IT IS SO CRAZY..

2006-11-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

hahaha not bad..i know how to animate pictures already... =)

2006-11-18T12:15:00.000+08:00

got back my acc ca result..was ok la..yup...next up..b&f ca..wah that wan die la...so wordy dont know can stuff all the words in my head a not..hahaha =D
hmm.....boredddd laaaa........i think have to start revising thru already...before its too late for my brain to absorb....hahaha :)

2006-11-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

i'm so dead la... :(
life sucks with accounting....ihateit
next week is the week i'm hanging myself...hahaha
seriously it sucks to have accounting n not knowing how to do it..
soooo dead...haix...

2006-10-21T13:00:00.000+08:00

hmm this semester's timetable quite relax but nono for schoolworks...hahaha :)
as this is the starting week so not much things to do...just hope to buck up in some modules...yup..oh ya...change song already n abit of the profile..hahaha =D happy listening...

2006-10-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

hahaha...today...my getting younger day....crap
no la...is getting older -.-
hahaha
but i'm young at heart so nevermind... =D
so lame...hahaha
today got japanese lesson hahaha....quite ok la..ya..
BORED...but nevermind i'll try to keep myself entertained... =D

*happy birthday to kenrick, shashina and and and meeee*

p/s: thanks to everyone for wishing me....and to people who gives me presents too...

:) thanks loads

2006-10-07T20:14:00.000+08:00

haix...the haze is getting WORSE..
this is so so bad...
i can smell it and even see it cuz the haze is making the neighbouring buildings blurr...
ARGHHH....so sickening...and i think i going to get sick too... -.-
this is super bad k...
yesterday have been closing the whole house windows...i think my family n me are going to suffocate....hahahas...
and and and the rate for the haze in singapore is going higher... -.-
just hope the haze can go away soon...
and school is going to reopen soon...in like 1 more weeks time... and i dont want to be sick at the 1st week of school..hmm i'm going to stay at my grandma house for like this 1 week so which means after staying my grandma there when i return home the week will be the starting of school and my grandma told me that her there cant even see the neighbouring buildings cuz is covered by the haze... -.- even worse
its bad for elderly you know.... stupid haze...
anyway this 1 week i wont be online and stuff...

anything message me...will reply as soon as possible.. :)

2006-10-03T21:36:00.000+08:00

i seriously want to go hong kong...please bring me there....

2006-10-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

i maybe will be going my grandma house to stay for a week ba...hahaha
hmmm...today i thought i going to rot at home again but nono...haha :)
Huixian they all call me to like play badminton??..
hahaha funny ah me this kind of person go play badminton..but hmm i think is ok la..NOT running, swimming and rockclimbing and maybe other sports which i cant think of right now can already...hahaha... i really never really learn how to play badminton before just that i see people play then try try abit hahaha...
then all the things starts hahaha =D
anyway here are the pictures...
clockwise-eunice, faith, jason & xian

Hit Hit Hit...hahaha i think its flying in the air.. =D

hey where the hell is the shuttlecock??...

wah...are they talking or playing...hahaha... >.<

they are the uncles who are playing beside us...not bad ah...

they also have style wan leh dun play play...their style are like those people i saw on tv playing badminton when they are going to start a game...when i was sitting down can hear their racket giving this "whoosh" sound when hitting the shuttlecock...so power ah...hahaha...see them play so fun...and their reaction to hitting the shuttlecock was quick and swift haha..although they are old people...wahaha....actually not considered old la...maybe some people at this age never exercise or wad may make them look older..hahaha =D
hmm...actually can say the people there are mostly the employees of wadever company and even the boss came to play...not bad ah...after work come and have a game or wad...so relax lor...but dun take revenge at work or sth can le...hahaha =D

poor + blur resolution due to zooming too much...haha :)
wahhh..after game..went to eat Thai Express or wadever the spelling is..haha nice nice..
so bloated lor...till now cannot digest...haix...hahaha...went to play see-saw and swing after that haha...return to younger days...wahhh....i dun sound so old right..actually i'm still young u know..haha... =D
head back home after that...yupss... =P

2006-10-01T21:29:00.000+08:00

:) today is children's day and and hahaha halloween is coming too...its this month...
wanted to change blog skin but think think still dun want la hahaha.. =D
changed music for the better o.O i think so =p..too bored...nothing to do...haix...
so continue to crack my own jokes to myself hahaha...
so shits..
hahahass....
so this is how i going to end my tales for today...
lame..
but still BYE..

2006-09-29T15:22:00.000+08:00

dontaskmeaboutit
thpersonorafewpeoplewillgetwhaimeanisuppose
sadlife
howlifecanbe
thissad:(
ithinksomethingissowrongsomewhere
maybeishoudlntjustcameinthefirstplace
ifsoletmebethelast
idontwanttobeincontrolofanything
ifeelsosick
letmebeinpeace
ifbydoingthiscanmakepeoplehappythenletitbe
iwouldrathersomeonehappythansad
iwouldratherisolatemyselfandbetotallyinvisibletopeopleseyes
ormaybeshouldisayishouldbeblindandnotseepeople
lifeistotallyfullofshits
seriouslyithinkimightaswelljustdie
itwouldbebetterforsomepeopleiguessiftheydontwantmetobeherethefirstplace
howcanthishappen
amibeingtooemo
ihopenotcuziseriouslythinkthatiaminasuckypositionnow
-iknowinotinthepositiontosayyou-
-butowelliamgiventhepositiontosayyou-
-doyouthinkilikeitwhenisayyou-
-ifeelsoshitalsobutihavenochoice-
-ihaveabigresponsibitityandyousonaive-
-cantyoueventhinkinmyshoes-
-ifyouweremeithinkyouwoulddothesamething-
-howiwisheverythingcanbethesamewhenwewereyoung-
-sonaiveinwhateverwearedoing-
-sonaiveastoplayaroundandjustplayplayplay-
-butnoweverythingchangesaswegrowolderweshouldknowthatinlifewecantbesonaiveagain-
-orshouldisaynaivethisworddoesnotexistanymorewhenwegrowolder-
butstilliwouldliketothanksgodforwhathehasgivenmethoughimaynothandlethethingsaroundmeproperly
andifyougivemeanotherchancetobeyoungagainiwontletyoudown

2006-09-25T16:30:00.000+08:00

*update update on sat and sun*
bishan carnival was fun la haha...
and i played the games there...although i find the games abit boring.. :)
but still alright.. hahaha
i'm in the kiddy section, the children was so cute...
me n xian just keep going round giving children toys and stuff like that.. hahaha
the pics r here la anyway...i lazy to type already hahaha...
sunday was alright la..
go for mass then went to eat as usual with family then head back home...BOREDDD

2006-09-20T14:30:00.000+08:00

updated updated!! hahaha :)
i find this song nice...haha
holiday started already..
yesyesyes...
i want to fly in the sky..
to see how beautiful the world is..
hahahas...
i think that would only happen in my dreams..
i'm talking shits again...
hahahas
anw...sat is bishan carnival...hope everything goes well that day... :)

2006-09-14T21:32:00.000+08:00

life is full of shit...i guess

exams is finally over...

stress is down for the moment...

but anw..yesyes..hahas..i went out with my parents n my sis to popular to buy toys haha..

wad a joke..

haha..but it's fun...

anw ya..tomorrow..have to wake up early to go school for some briefing about bishan carnival...

hmm i really wish that this holiday is extremely longggg....

2006-08-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

school is fine at the outer look but crazy in the inner look....it can really drive me to mental hospital k....hahahas...but its still alright la...can someone drive me to heaven pls...i suddenly feel like going there...hahaha...i hope everything goes well for me...

2006-07-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

walau...school start so fast...damn shit...haiz...holidays are super fast k...but fun la...hahaha....with crazy people...hahas...with all the siao people really can go crazy.... :)

2006-07-08T17:59:00.000+08:00

FIFA World Cup 2006 is coming to an end already....the finals italy vs france is on monday 2am...so if wanna catch the last wan is still possible....yups...tomorrow morning 3am is germany vs portugal..yups..so watch it hahas....or u will have to wait till 2010 hahas.....okays i am talking crap here....so yarrs....

2006-07-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

SC camp ended yesterday...the camp was fun especially the campfire...hahas...i guess all of us had fun during the camp...hahas....and and and Jan Intake 05 ROX..YESSS..

WANTED LIST

alvina - cookie
rachel - hammy
priya - blossom
melissa - pooh bear
esther - eeyore
faith - slyvester
huixian - garfield
ben - tigger
huijuan - piglet
aik keong - verne
jai- stella
zarina - betty boop
marie - simba

2006-06-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

haha so long never update my blog...well kind of busy in school..yarrs..bonding today was alright la yarrs...not that much to write though..yupps... :)

2006-05-07T20:59:00.000+08:00

school started for a week already...i think it's still alright as for the 1st week of lesson..hope i dont drop out of lesson ba..must study real hard..haha..ya..
hmm..always feel like sleeping..haha.. =P i think tts all for now ba...tommorrow need to wake up early...
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2006-04-06T17:28:00.000+08:00

hahss......zhiyang is the champion for css 2006...happy for him..hahas...teresa also did well that night too...hahas...zhiyang so cute lars especially when he dances with sin huey from jue dui superstar...weeee....oh yes...on this sat have party or sth with css people at cine kbox....hahasss...FEEL like going but~ dunno want to go a not haix....hahas..

2006-04-02T19:05:00.000+08:00

hey...today is css finals..it is now 7pm hahas...30 more mins starting..hope they are at their best state of mind to perform lor...hahas...i think i use the right phrase ba...hahas...

2006-03-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

change NEW layout...yeah...hahas...made it myself...i think it looks better than the francesca layout..hahas..yup...more simple...i guess..for me lahs...hahas... :)

school is startin so so soon..so must get ready for schoooooollll... *yes* *yes* *yes*

2006-03-19T20:40:00.000+08:00

hmm...i have been staying my grandma hse..very peaceful...hahas....for me i think school is starting so soon lor..is like 1 and the half mths to starting of school..yarr...hahas..

2006-02-25T12:21:00.000+08:00

phew...i nearly forgot my username to this blog haha...but luckily i retrieve it back hahas...hmm...not blogging often though..hahas..so just tag me or sth alrights..hahas..

2006-02-11T16:13:00.000+08:00

woah..hmm stayed my grandma there for 2 weeks...hmm...so quiet so nice haha...hmm...applied for higher nitec already but not yet know whether can get in a not hahax...yarrs...

2005-11-27T16:12:00.000+08:00

hmm...after so long then i blog cuz no time to go online ba...ya exams all over and now holidays...met all the 4/7 peoples with miss tee on friday 25 November or should i say tt day was sway day i suppose to be happy cuz going out with 4/7 peoples and is like so long didnt meet finally all gather together back again BUT i lost my phone...well should i say i am careless or should i say someone is trying to get my phone to sell it to get money.....hmmmm...i dunno...i mean i dunno y and wads wrong with me as in i cant think where i put, left it or pass it to someone....why why why....is there really something wrong with me....i guess so...well that day was quite sad as i keep telling people to be careful and in the end i'm the 1 who lost my phone....well the most saddest thing is that my messages and picture messages that i have in my phone is gone and the messages i kept was about 2 years++...can u imagine that....i was really sad la...i hope the person will get the retribution 1 day....

2005-11-02T17:50:00.000+08:00

lazy me...dun feel like blogging nowadays...haha...well alot of things happen la....dunno wad to say also...haiz....well i really think i slack alot but at the same time i go out with friends so fun hahahaha.....i mean the going out is fun but not the slacking la yup..dying of boredom...hehe.. >.< nice right the pic haha...

2005-10-07T19:44:00.000+08:00

hey hey i'm home man....haha yesterday met rachel, linda, azhari and firdaus at 7+pm at Fork and Spoon Food Court haha....i dunno y i like siao like tt kept on laughing and is like i cant control is crazy right..hmm....after they ate finish...went to talk mrt to bishan to wait for alvina then after took mrt to Boon Lay with rachel and alvina....going to stay at rachel house for the ES Module Presentation thing and is like my goodness this is the 1st time i never sleep man as in i just rest for a while the whole night till today 6+am in the morning man i am like going crazy la as my eyes kept wanting to close.....so ya we were late for our duties but we like took a cab and is still late so ya i mean we tried..and thank goodness we finished what we were to finish for our project :P yup.....today my class have class photo and when we were lining up for the position of the photo-taking rachel called my hp...then she was so serious when i picked up the phone and the worst thing we do the powerpoint thing wrongly...??so after photo-taking we went to Students' Hub and find rachel and like we started doing okok....i admit i very very stresssssss....and i agree that everybody was as equally stressed up too...

PS: so sorry to give u all so much pressure..yup

so during presentation, i think everybody did great..."claps hand" and my group presentation was so called funny, i really dunno wad i do/say during the presentation man...but is over....haha and the teachers said all did well....yuppies...after the presentation meet eve and gaya at Mac then walked to J8 LJS to eat...i not eating cuz no appetite and partly too happy that we were praised....haha...so proud ar....no la...i mean is normal to be like tt cuz we worked for 1 whole night WITHOUT SLEEPING BUT REST and we were happy if we were to hear praisal about us right..is human nature to be happy wad...yup....after eating at LJS we went home.....i was so sleepy la.....

2005-10-05T20:05:00.000+08:00

hey hey..haha..today have a talk at auditorium.....haha i nearly fell into sleep haha...but luckily didnt lo..yup..tomorrow after SW after that have to go to Simei ITE for carreer stuff...i guess will be able to see my classmates sec 4/7 (2004) there cuz MOST of them are there yup...haha....and alot of people i know are going into relationship with each other...hmm....is very fun teasing them haha...wad a weird person am i right like teasing people CUzzzzz...is fun and on friday..TERRIBLE....argh....have a presentation in front of the director of service skills...wad only man and i havent finish my project haha...very stressed......OMG....i'm like in deep shit haha...ok la stop my nonsense already... :P